today i didnt get to see my love. he was at his friend Jordan's house...Jordan is soooooooooooooooooooo funny it isnt even funny u know? then there is my love...Jesse...he is a perverted 13 year old w/ the biggest heart in the world...i love him to death. we talk all night. and hang out all day...i miss him because he is gone but he is coming home so i will get to see him soon...yay for the love of my life and damn ne one that tries to break us up. i love him and that is that. if ne one has a problem with that then they will have to mess w/ me first. cause i m never giving him up to nobody!

LOVE THE GIRL WHO'S SO IN LOVE WITH THE BOY

the blood red tears have faded all the way and now i cry tears of crystal clear love.

MANDY

ok this is my journal and the other is my sort of crappy poetry...

today i had to babysit to very weird little kids...i love them but they r sooooooo ann0ying...then i come home and find nobody at home...so technically i jump on the computer to update my websites...so i get here and someone hacked into my computer...not really but i thought it sounded cool...ne wayz...im in a pickle and i dont like it...my life is hell compared to everyone elses...but i did get a sweet necklace from jesse my boyfriend...he is the coolest guy i know...even cooler than my so called friend nate who doesnt know if he still has ne feelings for me at all...so i gave up on him...i still love him. but more as a brother than a boyfriend...so ya...this is my sort of first entry gimmee props...love ya lots bye